Saturday, February 17, 2007
EXAMS OVER!!

It's finally over. Been a hectic n stressful week for me. Watched babel and the protege. In the protege, u get to revise your FIT n MACRO ECONS.. oh. n your CHEMISTRY. =)

I didn't choose my looks, face or body.. so y do pple make it sound like i had a choice? I didn't choose to look like a guy from far, did i? I didn't choose to look like.. ghost.. or L.. mayb i should go join the campaign for real beauty by dove. haha. I see your true colours shining through.. so dun be afraid to let them know you are beautiful like a rainbow~ LOL. Oh well, every 1 in 5 girls considers plastic surgery? *Shrugs*

I learnt a few things today.. i learnt how ugly i really am, how unique a.k.a retarded i really am, how much i lied to myself tt it is just me being sensitive. =) It's L.. or ghost.. or.. look like a guy from far.. maybe i'm a guy who looks very much like a girl n loves to cross dress. I once received an email.. learning point is to change yourself instead of change the world.. oh well, no matter what i do, i will still be the ugly duckling. it's not that i'm not a chameleon which can't blend in to the crowd. That was a lie. The fact is I'm an ugly duckling n mayb the crowd.. doesn't want to blend in with me. Simple as that n it took me so long to understand. =)

Hope HY's red eye gets better. =)

Oh, n happy 19th birthday crystal! =) 誕生日おめでと！

じゃあ。